10th June 2010

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I miss you Jake

Although I don’t think you’ll ever see this post…

This is Ray. I noticed that you don’t use our date anymore as your password. You’re taking the steps to adapt to the change, and I’m glad… But I can’t help but miss you. I wonder what you’re up to. I wonder where you are. I wonder how you’re feeling. And all of this used to be something I could easily find out for myself: I could call you and you would answer. But you’re gone now. Gone out of my life. At least for the mean time; and I can’t seem to help but feel as if I’ll never see you the same when you come back. Your situation is no different than that of the military man: coming home from war, experience, and being alone, changes him into a completely different person. You’ll come home, but only after going through all of that change. And I don’t know how I’m going to react to that. Maybe you’ll start talking to someone else, maybe you’ll start dating someone else, maybe you’ll take up smoking, maybe you’ll take up partying and drinking. Maybe you won’t be my bubba anymore. And it’s because you won’t be the same that is breaking my heart. I wish we could have been the same again. And if not, I wish we could have ended our love on a good note.

I just wanted you to know that my arms will be open wider than ever when you get back. I’ll be ready for anything you throw at me. And I’ll always protect you if you need me.

Just because our love is over, doesn’t mean our love to care and protect each other has to diminish either.

I love you,

Ray.

13th February 2010

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I want

a huge teddy bear that’s about my size (6ft) and hug it haha

13th February 2010

Video

kyleyomama:

Valentine - Kina Grannis. This is such a cute music video.

Has I was going to post this video. Gah I love her, didn’t know she made a Music Video or even got signed. And the concept of this video is original :]

13th February 2010

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nanosaurr:

haha my sister’s boyfriend secretly came over and decorated her room.

Aw, haha the balloon at the left. “You Rock!”

nanosaurr:

haha my sister’s boyfriend secretly came over and decorated her room.

Aw, haha the balloon at the left. “You Rock!”

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12th February 2010

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Dear Jason (@dopetasticson)

wadx35:

i just thought, it being valentines day i should give a little something to a person i love right? anyways i know this day is stupid but it really juss makes me go back and think bout shit after seein all these posts and what not you know? lol. anyways i just appreicate everything about what we had, and what it came to be. you have to admit that were juss a constent thing that keeps going up and down you know? even though we had our little withdrawl from each other i can still count on you for anything. i know we moved on to our own things. different people, different friends, different interests.. its really crazy how much things can change after you lose someone right? lol. anyways im really thankful for how much you taught me as a person, and how much you made a big, a really big impact in my life. even though you feel like im some nigga you fucked with, or juss another one of your listed failed relationships that you had, i personally dont think you were anything like that. your really one to remember only because of all the things we did for each other. you got to admit, all the shit we did you really wouldnt have expected yourself on doing things like that right? im thankful that we both experienced so many new things together. being in love for the first time basically, first boyfriends, and of coarse the first time havin that taste of pain after everything. you made me a tougher person in comparison to what i was before and with that i thank you. i know theres nothing on that level anymore, you made it pretty clear and im not here to try to crawl back to you cause i know it wont ever happen. im here to thank you for showing me love, and letting me know it is really possible to have something or someone like what you see in the movies. anyone would be lucky to have a considerate and caring person like you. in general i hope we can come back to the same level we were on before but just as friends. i hope your valentines day is a good one for you and your valentine. love you. (: hope to hear from you soon..

<3wilson

Favorite post of the night.

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12th February 2010

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I wish I can just die from this bronchitis.

12th February 2010

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You were right all along

[memories] “you don’t know that yet” [/memories]

12th February 2010

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“Its time to my silly emotions behind me

or instead put them in a bottle, set it loose in the ocean and wait for someone to hear your call. As you watch that bottle fade into the horizon, all you can do is smile… and thats all you can do.”

- Marvyn Jake Callejo Julio